02.20.07

I'm feeling both happy and sad about my dreams I had last night. I remember 4 of them, well, I remember that I had four.

Dream 1 or 2- A short dream, a False Awakening that I fell for. I don't remember the waking up part or the getting dressed and washing my face, but I guess I did because I was cursing at the coffee maker remembering that I didn't need to make coffee today [always goes out for Starbucks when someone else is paying for it]. Then the dream ended.

Dream 1 or 2- Searching for someone or thing, I saw Blathier there from FFXXII again [I love the way they did his clothing and just overall looks, amazing that they could do that and make it look pretty realistic-ish]. I forgot what it was, but when I became lucid, I remembered that I had some goals that I wanted to achieve [such as finding my DG] but, alas, I couldn't remember what they were, so I wasted that dream looking for someone/thing.

Dream 3- I was in a place [so descriptive] with autumn trees shedding their red leaves, still looking for something/one I didn't become lucid but I have a feeling that I was looking for the same thing. I was wearing my black jacket, and well, looking for that thing or person, but I never found it and the dream faded too quickly for me to be lucid.

Dream 4- I remembered this perfectly this morning! But I've forgotten most of it because I was finishing up some homework. I was, yet again, searching for something/one [goodness, do I really lack the creativity to have a dream that isn't like the others?!?] I know it went all Harvestmoony on me halfway through the dream and I was so happy [I'm such a Harvestmoon freak at times, it was the 'Harvestmoon The Island I Develop With You' game, I think] and started running around and doing stuff to secure my funds for life there [plant rice and buy tools]

I was leaving one town to go to another when Valts stopped me, I forgot what went on from there but I went to the other town and woke up as soon as I became lucid [mainly because that's the time I usually wake up, half hour before my alarm]

I'm going to use one 100mg pill of B6 tonight to see if a more vivid lucid will help me become lucid easier, no melatonin so I don't cut down on my dream recall and or chances of gaining lucidity [I know it always affects the latter].

I think I'll make tonight's goals to eat some chocolate [cause I gave that up for Lent, not allowed by dad to give up coffee, I'm bitchy without it], meet Shin from Kagrra [I'm just curious as to how one tenacious person and one semi-tenacious person will act with each other], and/or find a Dream Asylum. I'm sure I can remember one of those three goals when lucid. I have gotten better, I did remember that I had goals while lucid [my biggest recent accomplishment yet].