02.01.07

This was one long ### odd dream. Not odd like weird-weird, just normal weird because it was so plain and LD free.

I was at a party in some ritzy RV park [do they even have those?] and all pissy at a DC for hitting on me, guess I wasn't in the mood for some creepy troll to bug me. I was pissy enough to remove his gray foot stool, aka, metal fold-up chair from him to sit down and eat my cake. This party was wack, I knew that as a fact, I knew some people there, classmates, but they weren't the kind of people I associated myself with; rich, preppy, optomistic people that play lacrosse.

One of my classmates walked up to me, a blonde with blue eyes who surpasses me in height and intellect with ease. I was in a black dress, one that I wore to the Winter Ball, and she was in a dress.. I can't remember the color or design but I knew I knew it when I wrote the first half of this in my DJ this morning. Anyways, she began asking me questions.

At first they were harmless ones you'd ask for small talk or whatever, but then she asked me some moderately personal things such as am I a virgin. I asnwered yes, offended that she, a person I've been aquaintances with since 5th grade, would ask. She said she was one too and began asking more questions, I guess I hid my shock well or she couldn't read body language for the life of her.

She suddenly stopped asking questions when she saw the cut marks on my right arm. I think I extended it for her to get a good look. Her eyes grew wide and she mouthed a silent gasp. I had no idea what the big deal was and acted indifferent to towards the sitaution, though inwardly I wondered if she'd tell people about my secret. She didn't. Instead she left to eat some pink jello [pink lemonade flavor I pressume].

I left the RV, was sudddenly in normal clothes, trying to leave the RV park. We did, and that's gotten to be a blurry moment, all I learned from it was that we were in Pensilvania or North Carolina, one or the other.

When we on the road, going down a valley/mountain side, I leanred that my mother was a dangerous driver in this 'world.' On the highway she dodged opposing traffic to 'quicken' our ride to some fancy hotel near the ocean where it was sunny and warm, and on a cliff. All it did to me was quicken my heartbeat as she successfully dodged traffic.

We got there and my father tried to park our red truck [trucks are grody] by trapping our front right tire beteen a large bump in the parking lot and the pavement.

In the hotel we met up with my little sister who looked only slightly older than I remembered her and my grandfather. My mom said to not do anything stupid. So I went to the showers which were all on one floor [who knows where my family members ran off to]. I got into a warm shower and learned afterwards that my clothes were gone. No worries though since that floor must have been a nude zone, really weird. I walked around that floor shamelessly, it was as hot as a suana in there. I woke up after looking around a bit. I did see a guy wearing only boxers and shirt cuffs sipping champage. I'm sure I saw more, but I don't remember or care. I did find it odd though that nobody paid attention to whether or not someone was naked or clothed, save for me.